Thursday, July 23, 2009

Things that look like watermelon but aren't.


MAN, food is dang pretty.

Felt good today - the humidity is turned cooler rainish type summer weather and I think my body likes that.

First four meals of the day were:

1 chicken sausage (7g PRO, 7g FAT, 4g CHO)...so I eat this with minimal CHO - a few bites of a very crunchy, very orange (like HAPPY orange), bell pepper.

With the last one being at about 12p.

Around 3p I had 3 oz. salmon wrapped around 1/2 cup of avocado and 2 blocks of blueberries + 2 cups of decaf coffee with a tbs. of cream in each.

Around 5p I had 3 more oz. of salmon wrapped around 1/2 cup of avocado and 2 blocks of blueberries again.

Trained around 7p ( a 7 minute heavy effort )

Had 3 eggs (ran out of butter...erg) and 1 pita (about 3 blocks of CHO and NASTY ingredients) and a block of CHO worth of blueberries.

My last meal was blah. Healthier fresh food is incredibly tasty to me and so much more appetizing than brown stuff.

Color is yummy. Moral of the day.


Wednesday, July 22, 2009

Day 3!



12 blocks PRO
8 blocks CHO
18 blocks FAT

Meal 1: (7a-ish)

2 blocks PRO worth grassfed coconut (3 blocks FAT) cumin beef, 2 blocks worth CHO from apple/jicama salad (plus a bit of onion in beef)

Meal 2: (830a-ish)

same as above.

Meal 3: (10a-ish)

same as above.

Meal 4: (post WOD - Deads...some double unders)

2 blocks PRO worth lemon pepper wild salmon, 1 block CHO turnip, 1 block CHO strawberries.

Meal 5: (~230p or an hour and a half after other meal)

3 blocks PRO worth of canned tuna with mayo (5 blocks FAT) and 1 block CHO tomato.

Meal 6: (haven't had yet but about to at 8p)

Same as Meal 1.

So this amounts to:

Meal 1: 2 PRO, 3 FAT, 1 CHO
Meal 2: same as above.
Meal 3: same as above.
Meal 4: 2 PRO, 2 CHO
Meal 5: 3 PRO, 5 FAT, 1 CHO
Meal 6: 2 PRO, 3 FAT, 1 CHO

Totalling: 13 PRO (oops), 19 FAT (oops again), 7 CHO (oops)

So if I was precise this could have been easier. I'll try again tomorrow. I really want to know how this formula works for me.

Monday, July 20, 2009

The crazy mind silenced by an egg...

"The mind wants to live forever, or to learn a very good reason why not. The mind wants the world to return its love, or its awareness... The mind's sidekick, however, will settle for two eggs over easy. The dear, stupid body is easily satisfied as a spaniel. And, incredibly, the simple spaniel can lure the brawling mind to its dish. It is everlastingly funny that the proud, metaphysically ambitious mind will hush if you give it an egg."
Annie Dillard

Day 2 (forthcoming)

a very beautiful lady for only $2.99 and no fat, minimal protein, just 30g of CHO per can.

From Day 1:

Who says these meals aren't delectable???

Poached Lemon Pepper Wild Salmon and Butter Fried Wild Red Snapper

Measuring...

And weighing...(yes the salmon is that gorgeous)

Saturday, July 11, 2009

Hope in sepia tones.



It's Saturday night and I'm cleaning my room, because the mind begs for order from something. The windows are open in this, a room I've had since I was 14. These are the windows I slept under when we first moved here. Back then when thunderstorms rolled through I'd curl up under my window to watch the lightning and listen to rain hit the pond across the street.

Today I'm in the same spot.

I've been thinking lately about this phrase I've loved for so long: expect nothing, appreciate everything. Nights like these I feel like maybe expecting nothing sometimes means hoping for nothing. I'm afraid to wish for things. I'm afraid to count on things. I'm afraid to think better of the future. It's not given. These things are frail and treading into them feels brave some days, other days, just really really stupid.

I don't think I'm the only one who feels this way.

I do know I'm no good at appreciating everything. So I'll make a kitschy list:

1. Thunderstorms
2. Some money in the bank
3. Only $7000 in debt to pay off
4. CrossFit
5. I can run (not fast - but I can do it).
6. Kelly Starrett seminar on the horizon
7. No immediate danger.
8. Air conditioning
9. The interweb
10. Old journals

I wish I could play guitar like this:

Friday, July 3, 2009

Things I chomp on when sick: Oxtail Soup



So particularly when I've got the flu apparently I tend to feel exactly what it feels like to have an inflammatory response. You hear all the time about how omega-3 fatty acids are great anti-inflammatory agents that are supposed to help you recover and keep your joints feeling healthy... but I had the singular experience these last few days of watching the rise and fall of my temperature and the corresponding "inflamed" feeling running through the rest of my body.

With my temp at 99.8 I felt uncomfortable, achey, but still able to get up and move around. At around 102 though I actually felt myself become almost swollen in my joints and very rigid. That was about the point when I would start to hope that one of my brothers would get my icepack from the freezer for me.

It's been said before (many, many, many times by people much wittier than I) that inflammation is the enemy to health. Inflammation immediately following an injury seems to generally a good and necessary response in the process of healing but prolonged inflammation seems to cause all kinds of festering problems in the body (athlesclerosis is a prolonged inflammation or the blood vessels which creates the home for blood clots which give rise to stroke/poor blood pressure/and a host of other issues, joints that are iced are usually brought to cooler temperatures to still movement and stress in a particular area for a bit so that fresh blood can then flush back into the area).

I've got a lot more to learn about the many ways inflammation reaks havoc on the body when not held in check... but one thing I know is... soup feels good... and soup with anti-inflammatory omega-3 fatty acids feels EVEN better (I upped my dosage of o-3s while I was sick and tried to eat only seafood, vegetables, and dark fruits to get myself better). After I sleep - the difference is palpable. I feel healed. It's like magic. Alakazam.

Anyway...here's what I ate for pretty much the whole day yesterday:

OXTAIL SOUP

Where oxtail is really just the tail of a cow...but ox obviously sounds way cooler. The fat of the bone of the tail is stewed in the broth of the soup and that fat is MARROW which is some of the coolest stuff ever and is very omega-3 dense.

1. Stew oxtails forever and ever - so much so that other people in the household demand to know what is taking up a burner.

2. Chuck in onion and greens you have lying around (my mom used swiss chard which is an excellent idea and one of my favorite dark green veg).

3. Let that stew and add some spices. Up to you but when I'm sick I like sorta spicy stuff to clear my sinuses...so my mom put in some cayenne pepper paste.

4. Eat. and Drink. Cause the broth is dang good.

You can find out more about bone marrow in recipes and the health benefits here.

And you can read this little account of eating roasted bone marrow from Anthony Bourdain (the traveler eating guy from The Travel Channel) here. I want his job kinda.

In other news...

THINGS I HAVE WASTED (CONSCIOUSLY) HOURS OF MY LIFE WATCHING IN THE LAST FEW DAYS:

1. The Extended Version of the Lord of the Rings minus the 2nd part of the Two Towers (the disc was lost) and pretty much 1/2 of the very last disc of Return of the King (which was skipping but I was kinda napping so it didn't matter).

2. Madagascar....2 (but I've never seen 1?) I <3>

3. Every possible episode of anything Chef Ramsay does. I think Meghan put it this way, "I like angry English men." It's probably true...I did always love perfunctory English writing best.

4. A few episodes of the following: Survivorman, Iron Chef, and Barefoot Contessa.

5. Korean soap operas that made absolutely no sense at all. Lots of screaming. Lots of eating. Lots of non-sensical honor issues. Who's family does that sound like...

Somehow with all of those shows about food I managed to lose 10lbs. while sick. I am probably weak now. I think I'm realizing I need to train less - rest more. Hmm...